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Cheryes_J
01-22-2003, 10:41 AM
Hi my name is Cheryes Martino Jerome. My life is a degenerating being on earth.
I never felt happy with my health since I was kid.

When I was 8 years old, I had suffered from a severe type of Typhoo malaria fever for three consecutive years.
The doctors tried everything they could to get me healed, but I never got better. I was severely ill that I spent the three years on medications, sometimes I fell unconscious, and my body started shrinking during the time I was ill.

After I recover from the painful disease, I started noticing discoloration on my body. If you were looking at me at this time you would see how bad it is. So, therefore, I have been living my life since then up to today being 21 and still have the skin discoloration.

Now, let me tell you about the worst things about my life. You see, even today that I am writing this introduction for my HPS-Cleansing, my breath stinks very badly, even I cannot deal with the smell. Every time I try to push the air out of my throat through my mouth the odor smells like it is the shit that usually comes out of my ass that is ready to come out of my mouth this time. This is how it really feels. It feels like my belly is overfilled with too much of the bad foods that I have been eaten for too long in my life that my belly is pushing some of the mucus back up into my stomach. This is hard for me to live with.

I have been living like that since I was 15 years old. I have black eyes bowls. I have big belly. My skin itches every time I drink juice, soda, or any liquid that has sweet in it. I have to scratch every where on my body to feel better when ever I drink something sweet.

My face is full of acnes, and my skin is very disorganized and discolored. I have tried many things to fix the problems on my face. Some times they are gone and soon they come back. When I look at my face in the mirror it is a disaster – I have big black spots all over my face, and they are very hard to come out. It’s the same for my back and stomach. I tried chemicals skin products; they don’t seem to work out. I have tried microdermobrasion it did not work out either. I just wish to find a solution to these problems. I am hoping that doing this cleanse with HPS-Online will solve some or all of my problems.

I am very discouraged in my life at this time because I know the person that I feel inside of me is not the person that I see when I look at myself in a photo picture or a mirror. This morning after taking my shower, I still had to scratch my body to get myself better because my body itches all the times.

Talking about my habits, I have very bad habits. I rarely eat breakfast. I hardly eat lunch. Dinner time is mostly late at night.

In fact, I did not really take care of myself. Now I am starting to take myself into consideration. This year, 2003, I see myself first before anything and any body. I am devoted to help my self get detoxified to the fullest.

I AM Getting all the bad stuffs, all the mucus, all the shits out of my body, my stomach, my colon because living with them inside of me is killing me every day.

God, I just wish after doing this detoxification cleansing that my life will change for the best for always. That’s my expectation for now.

I want to help myself getting from the cold muddy ground and escape this cold dying dark life that I am living now and never ever come back. I want every body in this community to help me do that. Help me make the biggest dream of my life a reality – Getting Life, Light, Love, and Health.

In my imagination I see Light, Flowers, and Myself in Sunshine, Very Bright Sunshine in my life after doing this detoxification cleansing with HPS-Online.

I, Cheryes Martino Jerome, am working for the best for My Life.

I Love you,

Cheryes Martino Jerome

Claudette_P
01-22-2003, 11:15 AM
My dear Cheryes:

First, may I say welcome, and I commend you on your courage. You have been through an enormous amount of crap.

Jos-hua and others will tell you this is not a quick fix. This is a long term commitment, an investment in you and your health future. Yes, darling, you are worth it and you deserve.

You have a vision for yourself, keep that in your mind and in your heart, follow through with the action steps (follow all instructions to the letter); we can attest that you will see results. Some come very fast, others take some time.....just like life.

We are here to love you and support you, we give back what we have so generously been given.

Your cleansing friend,
Claudette

Jake_W
01-22-2003, 12:59 PM
Dear Cheryes,

My heart goes out to you and the ordeal you have been through. And I really love that despite all the darkness and pain you have this wonderful vision of yourself. Hold on to that vision. This program is definitely a life-changing experience. As you will see many times its about setting the right causes and conditions to have a healthier lifestyle. You know where you are today and see some of the causes and conditions that has your body in ints current state. You will learn how amazing the body is and its ability to heal and take care of you when you care for it properly. It is a process that you do every day not just during the cleanse.

As I read about your incessant itching when you drink liquids with sweets in them all I can say is quit drinking them. I used to drink 3 Dr. Peppers a day, but fortunately I have kicked that habit. Or I'd drink sweetened ice tea. Now I love the taste of unsweetened tea. The flavor of the tea itself is such a treat. So you will be able to make the switch. It just takes time. Don't set high expectations for yourself. Just take each day as it comes and notice the changes your body is going through--no matter how subtle.

Welcome to our group. You will find much love and support here.

David_T
01-22-2003, 02:19 PM
Welcome Cheryes,

One step at a time. Before you know it, you won't remember how it was. Light, flowers, sunshine...hold fast to that through the months ahead.

Please prepare yourself to be delighted with slow steady progress and not to be disappointed if things don't come too quickly for you.

You are in a good place to make the changes you want to make. Good luck, we will be here for you.

Love and light,

David_T

Marilyn_W
01-22-2003, 02:36 PM
Cheryes:
It has taken me some time to collect myself after reading your intro. I feel what you are going through. Hang onto your vision - things will come to you in time. The changes your body will go through may not be pleasant at times, but you will welcome them for the poison will have to come out in order for you to get better.

Just keep in your mind that we are all here for you and whatever questions, fears or doubts you have, let us know so we can help you through them together. You are not alone at this site.

We embrace you into our circle and hope you welcome us as warmly as we welcome you.

L&L Marilyn

Fran_D'A
01-22-2003, 02:59 PM
Cheryes,

My heart goes out to you. It was almost painful to read your introduction. You have been through so much in your short life. But, you have decided to love yourself and to take care of yourself, so that can only change from this point on. This program has so much to offer you, but as the others have said, some changes will take longer than others. Just be patient and know you are on the right path, and that we will all be here to love and support you on this journey, and your presence here will love and support us too.

Tisha_P
01-22-2003, 04:24 PM
Welcome to the group. You really have had some trials in your short time here on earth.

I am glad that you have found this cleansing group. As you follow this program, I believe that it will benefit you greatly. You realize that you want to make changes. That is a big step in getting better.

We are all here to support you on your healing journey.

Love,
Tisha

Cheryes_J
01-22-2003, 04:58 PM
Hi fellow cleansers. This is Cheryes here.
I came back this afternoon to check the forums, and I am delighted to see that I already have 6 replies to my introduction.
Those only 6 replies already are giving me a kicking boost in my heart to push harder on detoxifying my body.

I am happy! I am happy because people have replied to my introduction. And that makes me feel I am a person, and that I am alive. I want to say thank you to the fellow cleansers who already tried hard to support me and give me love. I need them, they are my fuel for this online cleanse.

Right now, I can feel the success in me. I feel like I am going to be a success with my colon cleansing.
I am trying my best to participate in this community every time I can.

I belong here now. I just want to make it happen in this forum, in this community with all the fellow cleansers.

I love you all,

Cheryes_J

Melody_C
01-22-2003, 11:11 PM
Hey Cheryes,

I want to wish you the best on your new journey toward better health. You have already come so far by just making the decision to pursue a healthier life. Remember your journey will not be complete in your first cleanse, but you WILL begin to see changes in your own body provided you stick to this path!


Despite all our various backgrounds and histories and walks of life, we all share something common here at HPS, including you. We all found this place because we were desperate for a change. I know I was near the end of my physical, mental, and emotional rope when I found this website, and the quality of my life has been improving ever since! Everyone here is your friend and wants you to succeed, and that is what makes HPS so great.

Again, I wish you the best and look forward to seeing you live your vision! Vision keeps us going, so never lose yours!

with love, Melody.

(p.s. - stay active on the boards; it really makes a difference in the success of your cleanse and helps you to stay focused!)

Tina_A
01-24-2003, 05:14 PM
Cheryes

I for one, believe that a human being can never receive too much motivation. So I am adding my encouragement and heartfelt warm welcome to you!

Keep looking inside, to the real you, to your vision, because it is only inside that you will find happiness. You CAN do this. It will require effort and it will require time. But you are starting at a very young age and you only have great things to look forward to.

Decide in you mind, now, that you have had enough of the life you have lived and commit to yourself to be willing everyday to try!
Eagerly watching your progress,
SEnding much love and encouragement,Tina_A

Jaya_D
01-24-2003, 08:46 PM
Cheryes;

I hear your passion for change and your resolve seems very strong. Remember to keep some inner flexibility so that when challenges might come you will have the give of the willow along with its strength.

I can only imagine what life has been like for you. I am in your corner and will support you fully as you travel your journey of wellness and healing.

I do know that the body is tremendously resiliant and is more that willing to transform when given the space and time. Perhaps you could think of this time as a holiday (well deserved), and allow the challenge to be held by something else greater in the scheme of things.

So keep that passion flowing and open to a new life.

Blessings,
Jaya_D

Jos-hua Medicine man
01-25-2003, 03:24 AM
Greeting Cheryes,

Welcome to the group... I am confident that if you follow the program to the dot, then everything will clear up very quickly, much quicker than you imagine.

That smell that is coming out of your mouth, that bad breath, I had it too before I started cleansing... for 2 years,,, it is a horrible thing... in my case it smelled like a dead rat... couldn't get close to people, it was horribe... so I know exactly how you are feeling. That smell is putrification taking place in your deodenum, and already after the first cleanse it should be gone... that alone will motivate you to continue on this path and proceed level by level. THere is a lot to learn, that's why your friends here have made the comment it isn't a quick fix... but in a sense there are many immediate fixes already on the Level 1 cleanse, that is why so many people have progressed levels... so don't confuse the two... yes, there are no quick fixes to anything in life... real change and transformation requires effort, dedication, and diligence, and that diligence needs to come from a space of joy, joyous rejoicing, and that space of joyous rejoicing will appear in light of your first 7 day cleanse with us... so in short, just follow the program to the dot and some marvelous things shall happen to you and your life.

I hope now things are clear... we all look forward to your active participation at our support group... just like so so many people are encouraging you on your path, I hope you are going to do the same for others, starting already now.

Wishing you all the best... we all are cheering for your success.

peace

Erik_M
01-30-2003, 01:56 PM
Cheryes, I was speechless when I read your intro. but when you wrote that in your imagination you see the sun and light and flowers I felt inspired to reply and to welcome you to this community. I like you am new to this community and I feel excited and proud to be part of it. May all your dreams come true and please know we are all here to help you and you are not alone.

Your friend,

Erik_M