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Ramona_W
04-10-2005, 01:03 AM
Hello, :D

I just took the toxic lifestyle quiz and was surprised by my score which was down to 15% from the 25% it was before! :D Hurray!!

For those of you who have not read my previous introductions and testimonies I thought it would be best to share a little of where I've come from (before HPS) so that you could fully appreciate where I am now and where I hope to be.

In looking back, I’m not really sure when I first started becoming ill but I can say what symptoms finally got my attention.

I was in my early twenties when my memory loss started making me worried. I began to wonder if people my age could get Alzheimer's disease. I also started having occasional symptoms of dyslexia, and even what a nutritionist friend of mine thought might be some autism symptoms. This was bizarre as I had always had an extremely outgoing personality and loved people. I basically felt like a computer that had been worn out, emotionally, mentally, and physically. I realize now that my body had become so toxic that basically it was poisoning itself (called toxemia).

I started having pains in my abdomen and constipation off and on when I was about 11. This increased in frequency so slowly over the years that I never realized how used to the pain I had become. I was either uncomfortable, or in pain all the time.

I was extremely thin growing up and thought I could eat anything. I even tried gaining a little weight once in my teens by eating more ice cream and milkshakes. :rolleyes:

Recently, I watched a TV show in which “the bad guys” were slowly poisoning a victim over a long period of time. As I watched, I was amazed at how closely the symptoms I had during my illness paralleled what this poison victim was going through.

I started becoming allergic to just about everything. It became worse and worse and my doctor (a very good MD that believed in alternative medicine) told me, among other things, that I had Leaky Gut Syndrome. He told me that the lining of my colon was absorbing a lot of the toxins back into my system instead of eliminating them. Because of the constipation, he gave me an expensive, natural product to help me eliminate on a regular basis and help heal the colon lining.

My health improved while I saw this doctor before he retired. But although I was taking natural things to heal my colon and I was avoiding the foods and chemicals that I was allergic to, I still did not understand the concept of a healthy diet. I was concentrating on what I should not do instead of what I should be doing to build my health. True health doesn't come just by popping a few herbal pills here and there! So even though I was taking these natural remedies my colon lining still had not healed completely.

My allergic reactions continued to get worse. I would try holding down different jobs but it's hard when you have such strong reactions to simple things. I once had a strong reaction to a magic marker that someone else used in the office where I was the receptionist. Within half an hour I was on the floor, so weak I could barely lift my head. My mom had to come pick me up and my brother carried me out to the car. So as you can imagine that job didn't last very long!

I continued to go places and do things with the mindset that I didn't want to give into the illness. I wanted to be strong and active, no matter how weak I was. Up until a little over a year ago I pushed myself to go to Church on Sundays, a street ministry once a week, and occasional shopping for the family. Each one of those would send me to bed for a day or two afterwards if not for the rest of the week.

A lot of my energy when I was around people went to covering up how sick, or weak I felt. My first thought when I went anywhere was to find a good chair that would support me if I started to have a reaction. If a chair gave good enough support, then people wouldn't necessarily realize how weak I might become.

In the spring of 2004 the Lord got my attention! I had been asking for direction. I knew I needed healing in order to accomplish anything with my life. He let me know that I needed to stay at home for a while and stop exposing myself to all the perfumes and chemicals that I was reacting to all the time. I basically needed time to rest and heal. This might seem like an obvious conclusion, but I was still facing a lot of guilt that I wasn't able to do more, and that my family was having to take care of me so much of the time and provide for me financially. About this time I also came across a book that I believe was also in answer to our prayers. This book changed my idea of health and what I ate. I did some broth fasting and began to drink acidophilus and eat goat yogurt to help my colon heal (which did help some).

But each time I tried to add food back in to my diet, the pain in my abdomen would come back and I couldn’t seem to digest anything. I very easily became constipated as well. I didn’t want to go back to where I had been, but after 3 months of this, I was becoming increasingly weaker and weaker as I stayed on nothing but broth, some steamed vegetables, goat yogurt and the liquid acidophilus. I was weak most all the time, needing help getting to the bathroom, pretty much confined to my bed. Not that weakness was anything new to me, but now it was constant instead of just during a reaction.

I became desperate and began to really cry out to God to again show me what I was supposed to do next.

At this time in answer to these prayers, a family member of a man that works for my dad told us about HPS. I knew immediately in my spirit that this was my answer to prayer, that this was the direction I was to take.

Since then I have been totally amazed by the overwhelming wealth of material covered in HPS, showing us everything we need to know to bring us into good health and how to stay that way!

The very day after my first cleanse was over I was able to eat raw vegetables in a salad WITHOUT PAIN for the first time in years! After that my energy levels began to pick up again. I had become very weak by the time I started with HPS. So I was glad when I was able to start walking on my own, even for a few minutes in the backyard, by myself. By the time I started my second cleanse I was up to walking about 45 minutes every day, with other exercises as well. At that time I was experiencing astronomical results from the first cleanse but my hormones were still way out of whack.

Now I can say that since the second cleanse, my hormones have balanced out, I am thinking much more clearly and with ease, than I have in years. Not only am I walking every day and exercising, but I am now able to fix my family's meals. For so long they had to take care of me, it's a wonderful feeling to be able to take care of them! I have not felt this great in years!!!!

I am REALLY looking forward to this next cleanse! With each cleanse Jos-hua has given us amazing information on our health, and this third cleanse is no exception!

In reading the material preparatory to the level 3 cleanse, I see that some of the organs this cleanse directly affects, also helps clear up allergic reactions. I am very happy to start working on this area of my health as this problem has continued to limit me.

I have remained confined to our home for a year now, away from the perfumes, hair products and other chemicals that continually made me so sick. Now that I know what it feels like to be well, I can’t stand the thought of having to deal with those allergic reactions any more. In reading the material, I’m even more confident that I don’t have to experience allergic reactions for the rest of my life!!!

I have friends who have experienced miraculous healings. One friend of mine was clinically blind, her eyes severely crossed as a child, but God healed her so perfectly, she came in third in a Miss America contest, without the aid of contacts or glasses. Her case is well documented because her eyes were chosen for some billboard advertisements! Her brother had Leukemia, and was told he only had a year to live. He’s now in his thirties with a wife and children! Another friend broke her leg. After friends in Church prayed for her, the pain immediately left and she felt that her leg was healed. She went back to the doctor for more X-rays, and the Doctor confirmed that it was completely healed!

Of course I wondered why God did not heal me that way! But now I am very grateful for all the vast information I am learning on health, and living a healthy lifestyle! So maybe my healing has taken a little longer, but I have gained so much knowledge and understanding! I know that I am a much more compassionate person than I was before, and I hope that I will have a lot more to offer people in pain and in need.

I am actually now looking forward to the day when my health is better than many of my friends who have never had health issues like I have! My eyes are smiling right now because I know that that's going to happen!!!! :D

Jos-hua Medicine man
04-10-2005, 06:28 AM
Now I can say that since the second cleanse, my hormones have balanced out, I am thinking much more clearly and with ease, than I have in years. Not only am I walking every day and exercising, but I am now able to fix my family's meals. For so long they had to take care of me, it's a wonderful feeling to be able to take care of them! I have not felt this great in years!!!!




Told you so... I am so delighted to see and read how you are progressing towards ascending good health. I am in retreat now in Malaysia and got a few minutes to check in here, so I will be only writing to you, because I didn't want to miss this.

You are in my thoughts and prayers... I am so happy for you, and of course for your family. I look forward to the day when you will make a meal for me, and we all shall sit in your kitchen and enjoy that meal together!!!

Peace, good practice in lev 3 should move us into a completely new realm. No expectations, lets just flow with it and see how things progress over the coming few months. I'm confident all will be well.

Regards to your mom.

Love and light, jos-hua

Ramona_W
04-10-2005, 03:04 PM
Thank you very much Joshua! :D

Yes, I would love to serve you a meal in my kitchen! ;) I'm actually amazed at how much I'm enjoying learning how to cook different nutritious meals! I always thought cooking was boring. :p

Hope you are enjoying your time in Malaysia. We have missed you here, but have known that your time away has probably been very good for you! :cool:

Take care of yourself, ;)

Laura_G
04-10-2005, 09:28 PM
Hi Ramona-

I'm so excited for you in preparing for L3. Your intro is so well written and almost sounds like a testimonial.

I'm so happy that you are doing so well and it's so good to know that there is a way to turn around deteriorating health if you have the right information and great guidance!

Cheers to Jos-hua! And cheers to the friend who told you about HPS!

I'm going to go check in on your pre-cleanse thread now. I'm looking forward to following you through your whole L3.

Love,
Laura

PS- I wish you could come join me in my garden too. It would be fun to have you pitch in and participate in some ideas. I'm sure you'd have some good ones.

Martin_J
04-10-2005, 10:00 PM
Hi Ramona,

Great introduction. Your enthusiasm really comes through. I am happy for you for all the positive changes that have taken place in your life. By the time someone is into their third cleanse, I think it is plain to see that there is no other way to bring our bodies back to the way they are supposed to function than by following the concepts laid out in the hps program. Many good wishes for your level 3. It should be an inspiration for all of us.

Regards,
Marty

Belinda_G
04-11-2005, 10:04 AM
Aaah Ramona,

I took the time to read slowly through everything and know how far you have come and how great it has been to have been on this journey with you....

Very wonderful indeed. weel done. I look forward to waltking down this Lev 3 path with you as well.

all my wishes and love

Belinda

Mark_D
04-12-2005, 11:51 AM
Hi Ramona,

That is a wonderful introduction, concise and heart felt written. Wouldnt it have been wonderful if God would have just quickly healed you?? He decided what is best for you, and I think you know why. Through HPS you learned so many valuable lessons to keep your body in tip top condition for the rest of your long life. A quick healing would have been great but by going through all the sufferings, it made your victories that much more victorious!
I printed your introduction off for Linda to read since she doesnt use the internet. Thanks Ramona, your a inspiration to everyone and me.

Mark

Ramona_W
04-13-2005, 12:20 PM
Thank you everyone for all your loving words of encouragement and support!

Laura-I've been thinking… maybe I should just come join you up north in your garden for the next couple weeks ;) ! The pollens in Arkansas have truly hit with a passion! I seem to be confined to the indoors at this point for a couple weeks! Ah well, I have my seed catalogs and I've been planning my vegetable gardens! And of course I also have all these books that I'm supposed to read from HPS! Maybe by next year I won't have such strong allergic reactions to everything anymore! :D

Martin-Thank you for your kind words giving such strength of encouragement!

Belinda-Thank you for actually reading through the whole thing :D !!! I didn't realize how long it had become until after I posted it! You really are a dear! ;)

Mark-I truly hope and pray that my testimony and experiences will realy help many others!

Thank you again everyone. I really appreciate all the amazing support you all have given me!

To the joy of truly living,

Ronald_H
04-13-2005, 05:28 PM
Hi Ramona!

Just wanted to echo Mark's comment about your healing. If you had been healed instantaneously, you probably wouldn't have made very many diet and lifestyle changes and your health would therefore not have stayed in tip top shape in subsequent years.

By using HPS, God is able to bring understanding about how to get and keep your health far beyond what you probably ever would have known otherwise. This is knowledge that you will be able to share and impart to others on the road of life - knowledge that is woefully absent from this culture and society.

As christians, we are no less susceptible to our culture's focus on instant gratification than the rest of our society. We always want God to fix things for us NOW, make it better, make it go away, make us comfortable. When the joy that is set before us is human comfort, how small that joy will actually be, even if we attain it in full.

I sense from your introduction that you are on another page and I wish and pray for you that God will reveal His purposes for you in all of this in due season and more importantly, that He will bless you with His awesome presence as you continue on this journey - a pillar of fire by night and a cloud by day! :) May He do more than sustain and facilitate your physical recovery. May He fill your spirit to overflowing with Himself (Jn 14:23) and may the fragrance of His presence fill your room as you rest and process your L3 cleanse.

Your Kansas friend,

Ron

Anna_P
04-13-2005, 07:57 PM
Hey Ramona!

I read the whole thing too - riveting it was! I'll be watching with great enthusiasm your L3. Keep up the great work!

Lots of love,
Anna P

Ramona_W
04-14-2005, 05:28 PM
Anna-So you read the whole thing too! ;) What a sweetheart you are! Thank you for taking so much time and interest in my cleanses over the last year! I look forward to seeing how you progress in your level 3 cleanse as well! :)

Ronald-your words truly blessed me and brought back so many wonderful memories. God has truly been my pillar of fire in my night seasons. Leading me through when I did not understand.

I can also remember times when all I could do was lay in bed but He would come and fill my room with His presence and peace and deep joy would fill me up in the places of myself that no person could ever reach.

Long ago, (before HPS), during my first really bad reaction (where I had trouble breathing and started going into shock) God opened my spiritual eyes and I saw an angel hovering near the ceiling. God's presence, His deep peace flooded me. The angel smiled at me calmly and with authority, as if to tell me everything would be all right. I felt like I was in a bubble of God's deep peace. All fear left me. I felt totally separate from the activity that was going on around me, as friends were trying to help me. I felt perfectly at peace knowing I was going to be all right!

I cannot tell you how many times God has spoken to my spirit that I was going to live and not die and that I would fulfill my destiny. Yet that very day, I would have one of those reactions. It was always amazing to me that He would remind me of His promises right before I would have a major reaction! His promises kept me and sustained me through it all.

Our God gives hope to all,

Megan_O
04-14-2005, 10:20 PM
Ramona,

Yours was one of the posts that really hit home with me as I was reading through this site as a guest. You can credit yourself with being a definite influence in my decision to improve my health and well-being.

I think God puts people in our path who help us along our journey of life. It is our job to listen, pay attention, allow the message to come through. I feel you are one of those people for me.

I wish you growing good health every day. Hang in there, you'll soon be able to go outside, attend public events, increase your stamina, and enjoy a full and happy life. You have come so far, and the best is yet to come!

Ramona_W
04-15-2005, 08:22 PM
Megan,

Thank you. I got a little teary eyed reading your words! It meant a lot to me knowing that my testimony helped someone. I want so badly to be able to help people with my life and to know that my experiences have not been a waste.

So thank you again and may God richly bless you as you begin your own cleansing process! :)

Michael_S
04-16-2005, 03:28 PM
Hi Ramona,

What a great introduction! I want to thank you for taking the time to "re-cap" your story. Although it was long, I could not help but read your entire introduction!

Your progress has been no-short of a miracle and the beautiful thing is that your just starting in your cleansing journey! You have the rest of your life to continue to improve your health and enjoy your wonderful life!

Reading your intro made me very excited for you to start your level three and see where it takes you, so i'm waiting with antisipation for your level three ;)

Keep on Keepin on!!!!!!!!!!!

Best Wishes,
Michael

Ronald_H
04-18-2005, 10:28 PM
Ramona,

Sounds like you have been given your own personal version of Jeremiah 29:11(NIV): "For I know the plans I have for you...plans to give you hope and a future". How encouraging and sustaining when the road gets steep and difficult. So much more to see and learn even though for us it is through a glass darkly (1Cor 13:12).

Manyfold blessings to you in your journey.

Kansas Ron

Ramona_W
04-20-2005, 02:34 PM
Hi guys,

Michael-Thank you, that really encouraged me! I've been thinking of sending a slightly altered version of my Introduction out to friends and family that have not understood or been aware of what was going on in my life healthwise! Now that I have answers I'd like to tell them what I've learned and possibly turn them towards a healthier lifestyle! So it's good to know that even though it was long it still captured your attention! :D I definitely want to help people with my life and if my story encourages people towards better health and living I will be very delighted! :) So thank you for encouraging me! :cool:

Ronald-Yes, God has definitely given me hope and a future! I can't imagine living without hope! The promises of God has definitely got me through some hard places! Also that is one of my favorite versus," now we see through glass darkly but then face-to-face (the Lord's face)". :D


Thank you both,

Janaka_P
04-23-2005, 10:32 PM
Ramona, so great to jump back in and find that you are better than ever! I'm very happy for you! :)

Kevin_S
04-24-2005, 11:09 PM
Wow! You are truly an inspiration Ramona! (I read the entire intro as well :) )
It's so great that you found HPS - yes, God has a way of putting the right solution in front of you at the right time. I will continue to follow your progress and cheer you on :)

Ramona_W
04-25-2005, 06:13 PM
Thank you Kevin!

I just read your Introduction and I was inspired by your story is well. :) It's amazing how rapidly our bodies can move in the right direction (healthwise) when we cleanse it and take care of it correctly.

I look forward to going through the cleansing process with you. And yes, I'll be cheering you on as well! :D

Your cleansing friend,