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Anna_P
06-07-2005, 07:48 AM
If you read my introductions to Level 1 and the first Level 2, you can get an idea from whence I am coming.

I’m repeating Level 2. This is because I didn’t do it the first time with the zapper (I have wires in my jaws from surgery and didn’t dare). But I haven’t been doing too well since my first L2 so am going to give it a try again. Going on to L3 doesn’t make much sense when L2 didn’t seem to “take.”

I am fun loving, compassionate, empathetic, perhaps too sensitive. I love technology and the fact that I’m living in a time and place where I have the luxury of so many choices. Not very many people on the planet share that option. But it is a double edged sword.

My passion is a cappella vocal harmony in perfect tune. Out of tune chords cause me a profound physical distress, honest. It’s like torture.

Concerns and challenges:

My devil’s advocate thinking, my cynical nature, and my tendency to want to throw in the towel when too many questions arise making the challenge at hand overwhelming - talking myself out of any sort of continuous practice.

I’m just beginning to learn, through self-hypnosis training and reading, to separate who I am from my thinking, who I am from my pain. I’m contemplating accepting the present moment, because I’m learning that only by doing that can our present moment be transformed. It’s a huge challenge to me because of my upbringing.

I look forward to the coming summer months and what new wonders I'll experience through the HPS program.

Belinda_G
06-07-2005, 09:44 AM
'When there is a disappointment, I don't know if it's the end of the story. But it maybe just the begining of a great adventure."

Pema Chodron

Here's to your health and the next part of your journey. I am so excited to be at your intro and look forward to being with you as you do this Level 2.

lots of love
Belinda

Valmiki_N
06-07-2005, 01:54 PM
Out of tune chords cause me a profound physical distress, honest. It’s like torture.ahahaha !!! that is so funny. and it's so true.
Welcome back, Anna, looking forward to your cleanse.

Nice quote, Belinda...

David_T
06-07-2005, 05:26 PM
Hey Anna, welcome back for another go-round.

I just reread your lvl 1 and 2 introductions and I have a theory for you that I would love for you to ponder. Now it may seem strange and you might feel that I am a bit insensitive to suggest it, but if I am right, could open doors for you and be the end of your constant pain.

I suggest that you learned early in your life to get love and attention with your pain. That you unconsiously then are driven to create pain for yourself.

Now this may seem very far-fetched from where you are sitting ... but I want you to ask yourself for what other purpose might you be creating the pain..?

Your early recolections of your leg cramps and the love and attention you got from your mom is the very kind of thing that would lodge itself deeply into your unconsious ... and unconsiously motovate you to do things, or not do things, such that the result is pain ... and hopefully concern.

It would also tie into your pattern of doing for others without regard for yourself.

Anyhow, please give it some thought ... I hope you don't just dismiss this idea. I have a good bit of experience in working with people and what motivates them or what gets in their way.

I see you moving through your pain cycles and to where you live a life that is pain free.

Love and light,

David

Kevin_S
06-07-2005, 09:57 PM
Hi Anna,

So great to see you back for another cleanse :) Congratulations on your decision to move forward, as well as your choice to repeat L2. In the whole realm of things, you are moving in a very positive direction, even if you choose to do L2 again. It's great that you are trusting your instincts on this - very important.
Impressive that you are putting in the effort Anna to make improvements in various areas of your life. As we know, most will take the path of least resistence and simply give in and give up - it's just too much work, or the perception is that it's too much work :( too bad for them... The mind is so powerful - once we set our minds to something we want, and keep that focus, it's amazing how it will manafest. Keep your focus and stay true to your own spirit. You're doing great things for yourself :)

Anna_P
06-07-2005, 10:07 PM
Thanks Belinda, Valmiki, Kevin and David. David, I don't dismiss the idea at all. It's probably the only way I got TLC. It's pretty complicated stuff though, not a simple cure for just realizing it might be a factor. I've figured that for quite sometime, but it didn't help the pain go away. So I'm still working on it.

Cheers!
Anna P

Jos-hua Medicine man
06-07-2005, 11:56 PM
Enjoy it... take things slow and step by step... spend your time rereading you lev 1 and lev 2 books... you'll see things in a different light now.

Here with you, for you.

Peace,